without you...

*issit that cool?*

11.38pm. i feel bored and i dont know whatelse i cud do instead of watching tv and surfing the internet. which kinda slow... now.hurm.. a big question hovering around my head right now. but i have to act positive...because i know the truth is like that.coz, i never decide anythings for that.whatever happened was the best for him.not us. but all i cud do just accept it. it's kinda weird to think and to believe when he said he missed me yesterday. because the truth is..*deleted*

i wont drag myself into trouble again. i hv to be strong. it's fine to feel like this..lonely and sepi at least now i have some space to think and to give ultimate indulging to myself with self-spa-at-home. make myself happy, pampering myself.from head to toe. ;).heaven!!!!!

wherever the worst part goes? let it be. let it go and disappeared. because i believe perhaps one day, the time will come. enough with that guy. it will only make you feel miserable and hurt to death.:P..(not until i found the right guy again.).let the love die and fade away...it wont comeback again.

i should forget it. love & guy is not the only things.. we're searching for.but anyway i still admit that knowing him, gave me bittersweet memories. but... time flies...people change... love die...

so, that is it. a very thank you. ;)

a part from all wounds....

somethings makes me wonder, this few days i cant stop myself playing the songs that i never listen for quite a long time. the songs and the so-called memories... looping the list of songs remind me some of its momentous. few times. i cant help myself tho. yes, im kinda sentimental,sensitive person. i can cry when i listened to the list of songs that have the meaningful lyrics and music connected to myself. is hard for me to delete the old things,old memories. is ain't easy right. once it buried in my heart i wont let it go. not ever... yes, maybe just for awhile, but after that... it will comeback and stored back at the back of my head. in the long-term memory.

hah! it is hard to explain!