hmmm, maybe the things didnt go the way i hope and i want it to be. but after all i learned somethings from it. maybe i must stop hoping now. i must make all the dream comes true again. not just waiting and hoping.
yes, i've gone thru mistakes by mistakes. As well as bunch of LIES ,tears and hurt and wounds. but at some point, i shud congrate to myself for prize i won...
cheers!
without you...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
*issit that cool?*
11.38pm. i feel bored and i dont know whatelse i cud do instead of watching tv and surfing the internet. which kinda slow... now.hurm.. a big question hovering around my head right now. but i have to act positive...because i know the truth is like that.coz, i never decide anythings for that.whatever happened was the best for him.not us. but all i cud do just accept it. it's kinda weird to think and to believe when he said he missed me yesterday. because the truth is..*deleted*
i wont drag myself into trouble again. i hv to be strong. it's fine to feel like this..lonely and sepi at least now i have some space to think and to give ultimate indulging to myself with self-spa-at-home. make myself happy, pampering myself.from head to toe. ;).heaven!!!!!
wherever the worst part goes? let it be. let it go and disappeared. because i believe perhaps one day, the time will come. enough with that guy. it will only make you feel miserable and hurt to death.:P..(not until i found the right guy again.).let the love die and fade away...it wont comeback again.
i should forget it. love &
so, that is it. a very thank you. ;)
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