my head is really spinning.alot of things bugging and messing in my thought right now. i am so tired of explaining what i actually feel. will it change everythings..? it wont.never!! i had a few notso long conversation with him, i was holding what i feel.frankly speaking, i didnt want to make a fight. i am too tired too sad and too terrible. there's alot of things i need to know. theres alot of confusion. i let it less visible. i hate myself because i still cudnt forget. and the thought..and the curiosity really makes my brain go hay wired. the conclusion he said to me "find someone". but will it change everythings. will i forget everythings. am i deserved it? he had deceived me so bad. why must me? why must i became so weak? why?.my emotion is like a rollercoster. too much......
why must me? why must after everythings we had ended like this.i wish i had the answer.
entahlah, semakin aku cuba fikir, semakin buntu...
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