seriously....

i want to breakfree.
i want to make myown way...catching my dreams.

maybe, things wont seem perfectly beautiful yet.
better job, better man, a good life, marriage and kids.
i dont want hope.because yet, it will eventually hurt me.

all i wanna do right now is to pray. pray for everythings.
for every sins that i made. for ppl i love and care
for the journey that i will eventually gone thru.

smiles. and happy. yes, fortunately right now at least, there is a
person or a mutual friend that can entertain me.it's more than enough for me.
even i know, it wont stay longer. but who knows right?