Congrates!

"Cinta sejati
Tak akan pernah mati
Selalu menghiasi
Ketulusan cinta ini..."

Selamat Pengantin Baru...
di ucapkan kepada Syida and Fa'iz..
Hari ini...di Terengganu...

Unfortunately i cant manage to go there...*sigh*
to celebrate together the Raja Sehari...

But...far in here.i hope and pray...
utk mereka bahagia dunia Akhirat.. Amin...

Selamat Hari Guru.......

2008....

card, and gifts.... and nottomention...bunga yang dipetik dari pasu sekolah, tanda appreaciation...
anak murid kepada cikgu... Thank you.. so much.heheh

*Cikgu Khat, Cikgu Ayu & Ustaz N* Heee... =)

*Persembahan Pelajar Ting 5*

desperately......

- 2KG SINCE KEJE...

GILER!

NAK KURUS....

TAPI.... SEMALAM... DAH TERMAKAN NS AYAM...
MINUM PETANNG.....

TERPELIUT KAKI LAGIK.DAMN!

ARINI mc...
SIAN BUDAK2 KAT SKOOL EXAM....td g massage...kat org.
hopefully sok leh KEJE!!!

TADI MAKAN NASI GORENG...+ TELUR GORENG!

SIGH!! MALAM NI....TAKMO MAKAN ...TAKMOOOOOO
ABEH DIET... 2 HARI NI!! =(.

BF? saya tadek bf... takde masa... takmo fikir.

SILA GI MATI...NGAN SOKLAN ITU. NGHEEE..

warkah...

ost sindarella....lagu chedih... tapi best tau....

takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir dalam mimpi²ku
puas aku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta

diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
begini jika tak terasa

langkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada

BIG DAY....

Dear students,

MMU 9th Convocation Ceremony 2008

I am pleased to inform you that the Multimedia University 9th Convocation Ceremony 2008 will be held as follows:

Date : 9,10 and 11 August 2008
Venue : MMU Grand Hall, Cyberjaya Campus

blabla.....

Head of Unit.

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As for mine....will be held on 9 August.
so, let's check :

1. Confirmation Registeration.
2. Rental of Graduation Robe
3. Graduate Particular Verification
4. Accommodation : since Shangrilla Putrajaya is fully booked on that date, so... my dad had booked at Marriot Putrajaya...

what else? new baju kurung,loose weight and...be beautiful!!...not to mention other super cool stuffs.

till then...

lonely....but that's ok.

i still remember...
when i had.. a few conversation wth.. k.zu..yesterday.
one of my colleague...someone that have...more experience than me.
when...it come to jodoh... she's married and have a baby.

k.zu : "tak salah agak...cerewet dalam memilih jodoh ni @yu.
kita perlu cari yang terbaik utk kita...yang boleh sabar dengan kita..tu yang paling penting...tambah2 lagi bila dah kawin...mcm2..contoh kak zu ni..blabla"

k.zu : "tu sbb mak reject...sbb mak yang paling terbaik utk kita".

praying and hoping...
jodoh yang terbaik buatku..

ask myself and yourself?

11. May.2008 ... Happy Mother's Day to all mums in this world.

today i have the Stress Management....program at school.
the output is just so-so...
haha whatever.
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penat.

sorethroat.. sakit tekak sanngat2.
penat...penat......
baru sempat nal onlinne

penat,saket. aduh...

sooth me...

17 March....till May 7.. after....
when i was thinking to give up this job and so tired of handling those kids..

Class : 3 Biru
Subject : PSV

3B : cikgu..cikgu kat sini praktikal ke..?
me : GSTT je
3B : GSTT tu ape cikgu?
me : sandaran..kontrak sampai bulan 12 ni.
3B : alaa yeke, cikgu..cikgu baik... mesti cikgu dapat mengajar lama
me : sengeh.. " insyaALLAH.."


Class : 2 Hijau
Time : 12.40 - 2.00pm

2H : " cikgu...cikgu...kat sini..guru tetap ke camne"
2H : " cikgu praktikal ke?"
me : " taklah..cikgu kontrak..je"
2H : " alaaa brapa lama? "
me : "insyaAllah..sampai december"
2H : " alaaaaa cikgu...cikgu ajar laa sampai tahun-tahun depan pun xpe"
2H : "kiteorang suke cikgu...sayang cikgu "
2H : " masa cikgu M ajar kami tak faham ape..cikgu ajar faham "
me : " insyaAllah tengoklah.."
2H : " cikgu,cikgu,cikgu...birthday cikgu bila?"
2H : "cikgu...blabla... nak no phone boleh...?"
me : *sengeh*

Class : 3 Merah
Time : 11.20 - 12.00pm

me : Haih... napelaa kamu ni bising sangat?
3H : Cikgu marah diorg yang bising cikgu..
me : saya tak suka nak marah2 tau.blabla...
3H : Cikgu, cikgu cantik hari ni... jangan la marah2 tau cikgu..

Time : 2.15pm...
Venue : School canteen

me : blala yang menang no 2 Akademi Al-Quran is my sedara
int@n : yang season mana
me : yang first...
ustaz N : owh... Amir... blabla..
me : ye2..
ustaz: owh padan la suara dia pon sedap.(point at me )
me : terima kasih.haha

damage.

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hariini keje sangat tensi. buat mood ku swings and etc.
tapi... takmola lepaskan kegeraman pada pihak tak berdosa

jangan stress @yu..
be strong..inhale, exhale.

when it rains..it pours..again....

my head is really spinning.alot of things bugging and messing in my thought right now. i am so tired of explaining what i actually feel. will it change everythings..? it wont.never!! i had a few notso long conversation with him, i was holding what i feel.frankly speaking, i didnt want to make a fight. i am too tired too sad and too terrible. there's alot of things i need to know. theres alot of confusion. i let it less visible. i hate myself because i still cudnt forget. and the thought..and the curiosity really makes my brain go hay wired. the conclusion he said to me "find someone". but will it change everythings. will i forget everythings. am i deserved it? he had deceived me so bad. why must me? why must i became so weak? why?.my emotion is like a rollercoster. too much......

why must me? why must after everythings we had ended like this.i wish i had the answer.

entahlah, semakin aku cuba fikir, semakin buntu...

Life...

worktense...and the e-mail.

dwell with school kids now days...
means you have to be lotsa..lotsa patient..
and my BIGGEST problem is... susah and sukarnya aku nak jadi garang and marah mereka.

tense!!

******
on another note,

hmm.. yes, lastnight...
i email-ed him...some words.i didnt know whether my decision is right or not.

i'm crying...hope to make it release.
mix feeling...sad...and swinng...

Ya Allah...kuatkan hatiku...sepertimana sekuat fizikalku dan luaranku..dapat melindungi semua kesedihan hatiku ini.

******

Cuti.

May is approaching.haha..already!..countdown to be 26 years old. omg!omg!
Celebrating the first time of the world Labour Day...
cuti is the best things happened...selepas everyday kerja. excluding saturday and sunday.
nghee....

means today..is for window shopping day. =)

aaa nak tengok Ironman..this weekend!

all i need is you...

when, i cry just because i need to cry...