reality is better than happy ending.

I just finished watching grey's 501-501. i feel relieved...
few series yang telah disimpan for this a week of Eids hols...before starting again with bunch of works... errks!

Hari ini sangat penat...early in the morning sampai lah ke petang accompany mak & also buat few keje2.perghh.. i wish i have one assistant. at least...hiks! and when i whining about this ngan mak, the simple ans from her..."carilahh calon cepat-cepat...blablaa.."

Hmm.... i'm just smiles without answering her question.pulstop.

*****

my life is justgood. okay,i tried so hard not to think..
if possible.
if a year before today, i was busy with exam.
but, now... i m busy with preparation of eids...
the same date, different events.

i wish i can pour out everythings here, but.... i cant.

i'm sad right now... really.............................................!

all time favs!

Hmm...seems that tahun ni...byk biskut raya hanya dibeli & perhaps 3 jenis je mampu dibuat.
so, hari ini... sempatlah buat 2 jenis, biskut arab & all time favs biskut cornflakes ceri ni.hiihi maaflah ada kehangusan sedikit.hiks! satu dalam paper cup & 1 tanpa paper cup.
Resepi :(source: http://ishzah.fotopages.com)

Bahan-bahan:
210 gm mentega
1 cwn gula halus
2 biji kuning telur
11/2 cwn tepung naik sendiri - di ayak
200 gm cornflake - dihancurkan sedikit
1/2 cawan halwa ceri merah - di cincang
1/2 cawan badam panggang - di buang kulit dan di cincang

Cara-caranya:
Panaskan ketuhar dengan suhu 170c.
Pukul mentega dan gula hingga ringan dan pekat mcm krim.
Masukkan kuning telur.Pukul rata-rata.
Campur tepung, cornflake, ceri dan badam.
Adun hingga sebati.
Bulatkan adunan kecil - kecil dan leperkan mengguna garfu di atas dulang yg telah di gris sedikit.
Atau jika suka boleh juga di letakkan adunan kuih itu ke dalam mangkuk kertas.
Bakar di dalam ketuhar sehingga agak keperangan selama 18 minit atau sehingga masak.
Bila dah sejuk simpanlah dalam balang yg kedap udara agar ianya tidak lemau.

*crunchie hiks!*

*rupa takdak manis ada*

balik kampung....ooo....balik kampung....(2)

Hmm.....

Accidentally bought these...last minutes.Hmm... dah laa tersilap maquicake!nasibbaik shade same & ada shine catcher.nevermind, i'll give it a try.

Translucent matity:
HYDRA-SHInE-CATCHERS TECHnOLOGY: sweat and sebum are instantly caught.
THE COLOR-FIXX SYSTEM: a unique association of pigment and incredibly luminous powder creating radiant & natural complexion.

Extreme comfort:
HYDRA BOOSTER GEL TEXTURE: protect skin under hydration & remain soft last longer.
Extract meadowfoam: offer comfortable moist feeling.

& Gotthis for free:

Hmm and bought this:

And these( one for mak & one for me):

selamat hari raya......

Selamat Hari Raya...
maaf zahir batin...
kepada semua....

ikhlas,
id@yu.

expect the unexpected...hmmm

finished watching... heroes 301,302...
pfff!!..

on the way..downloading.... gossip girl 204 and Fringe 103.

Have u watch Fringe?...it's a new series..for me, it's interesting ;).hiks!

Hmm...kelembapan internet utk mendownload torrent luar, nasib baik i ade free account download kat jiwangtorrent....hiks!trimas byk2 ;)

aaa lagi 2 hari kerja...pastu cuti!! owww seronokk banget!!!

omg! omg! heroes... heroes out already!

i've just check eztv, taraaaa.... heroes season 3 is out! 13000++ seeders! let's download!

retails therapy.

what's makes myself feel contented and happy? ;)

the ans, i bought these!

1. fluffy cheek brush
2. Maybelline volum express hyper curl mascara(very black)
3. kate eyeshadow

So, let's review the kate(kanebo) eyeshadow that i just bought.Hmm... i'm actually tried to find not expensive eyeshadow berwarna blue yang akan match for my baju kurung pesak gantung@pahang for this raya...disebabkan, my eyes have sortof dark circle,so kenelah pandai pilih color yang tak lagi...lah sangat menampakkan those dark circle.ihik!

case with flash:


hmm... without flash:


with flash:

on hand( with flash):

Hmmm owhh before i forgot...


& this :

&...

;)

1. herbal essences ( lavender & silk protein cream)
hmmm... i just love the smell....

2. Adidas foot protect deodorant.
So, di sbbkan i slalu pakai shoe when i work, and saya mahu keadaan comfortable with no odour, so i tried this.tho the smell is abit guy's perfume. but i like it.. if u don't like the smell maybe you can try the schol 's foot & shoe protector.ihiks!

Al-fatihah...

Al-fatihah...

untuk arwah atuk dan nenek sedara....
semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat
dan di tempatkan di tempat orang-orang yang mulia.

amin.

countdown....

Hmmm i had few notwached movie yang telah di download since hari itu....dan takda masaa..utk di layan lagi.(lihat sebelah kiri blog ini).So, Hmm... baru malam tadi habiskan tengok movie Sex in the City.hihi..i found it interesting(i love the shoes & the bags)...eventho kene laayan for 2 hours and 3o minutes....it's oki.

Onthe way.. at home, still downloading, Project runaway 510..and antm 1104.& House 501.

Countdown to Heroes on 22 september! owh peeps! guess what's gonna happened with sylar after cured tu kan??hihihi.....
So, i know eventho i'm busy with work and everythings called job job..due date and stuffs, but... itu tidak bermakna saya akan disconnected with certain stuffs yang boleh menggembirakan hati saya.=)

okilah, till then selamat berbuka.

love,
me

flu...

ahhx! aku kene flu. badan rasa letih jer+ sorethroat.
hmm.. dalam masa 3 bulan, 2 kali aku kene flu...entah kenapa antibody dah semakin lemah jer.hmmm...

td, br lepas timbang berat turun 2 kg, hihhi..maklumlah bulan puasa, walaupun hari ini aku tak puasa!hiks!

lastnight i dream again.ahhx bad dream tentang seseorang. =(


hmmm... after gossip girl, pr, antm and lepas itu tak sabar nak tggu heroes season 3...and grey anatomy s5...hmmm....sila tengok di sebelah kanan blog saya!! marathon-marathon...!!--> torrent terbaru :http://btjunkie.org/.


oki lah.... nak rest.... happy sundays everyone!! ;)

13 Ramadhan...

Hmmm...
Tido bangun, tido bangun dah pun 13 ramadhan, Hmm....cepat sungguh masa berlalu.Apakah amalan-alaman sunat atau wajib yang dilakukan sempena bulan yang mulia ni.??Semuanya bergantung pada hati kan??...Alhamdulillah, berkat kesabaran aku masih meneruskan life aku yg still macam ni.Bak kata dia "mesti ada hikmah...atas segala sabar tu".Dan aku percaya....

Hari ini teman mak gi Jusco Seremban, sempat shopping few stuffs utk rayer, kusyen, table cloth, vase, etcs...hmmmm yg takk syok gaji blum masuk!kalo tak bleh gak shopping sakan, next week if balik kg kene teman mak lg...ihiks! mau shopping rayer....

yippieee..!!

rindu giler!

Aiih, browsing some old photo's folder,tetiba rindu giler time study dulu. aaa i wish i can turn back time!!

work!

i always think positif...

owhh my boss! =P

in myown cubicle..

currently listening : jason mraz - i'm yours(accoustic)

I'm enjoying this song, yep..walaupun dah dengar lama before this song hot di dalam radio.so hoo.. always makes me happy.

well,
how fast time fly right? dah seminggu kita fasting.erks walaupun hari ini aku terpaksa mengoff kan puasa to the very last minutes. adoiih... lagi 1 jam nak berbuka.sabar jelah.PERIOD!

Sebenarnya my mood kurang stabil arini.hormones...damn you hormone..pMS!!..membuatkan aku lebih sensitif dari biasa.*sigh*.currently, memang abit hectic with work...and seems that, currently mood kerja dah berkurangan.*sigh* try to fight it..positifkan diri dan ignore sekeliling...well, apepun kene swallowing everythings. "kat mana-mana pun sama those things happened". Berbalik pada diri sendiri je. one thing je aku fikir.. if i quit,who will pay my salary? and how am going to get money and joly!?haha...

positif ayu...positif....!! lalala... ;)

atass nama cint@ sejati..

"Cinta sejati yang bisa
Memberi tanpa harus menerima
Dia membawa damai dan bahagiakan jiwa
untuk semua manusia

Hanya cinta sejati yang bisa
Bertahan tanpa mengenal waktu
Tak kan pernah sirna bagai karang di samudra
Kan abadi tuk selamanya .."

I was browsing through some oldskool songs in my song's database.and this song capture my attention. those words or lyrics reminds me...of everythings. pondered to some of the sweet memory...sweet things that...had happened in my life...cant help it.

what's your fav part??

Everytimes i go for free makeover or stuff, i always have a compliment for my lips and my bulu mata...but, to be honest...my fav part kat muka... will be my lips. eventho... tak lah sexy like angelina jolie's lip... but... mine is still ori... same with my bulu mata...the makeup person cakap "you ada buat...enhancement bulu mata ke?" sorry laa... ini ori tau...hihi. whatever the intention of compliment was. i wud like to say thank you. hehehe...

lips: i'm using vaseline (cherry essence)